{"id":680,"date":"2011-09-22T19:50:02","date_gmt":"2011-09-23T00:50:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.gregghgordon.com\/?p=680"},"modified":"2011-09-22T19:50:02","modified_gmt":"2011-09-23T00:50:02","slug":"16-days-and-counting-and-i-already-have-a-problem","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.gregghgordon.com\/?p=680","title":{"rendered":"16 days and counting, and I already have a problem"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>We&#8217;re barely two weeks from the big day and I am in major distress&#8230; GI distress that is.\u00a0 I&#8217;ve been battling some form of dietary discomfort since Monday, and it&#8217;s not immediately clear why.\u00a0 I went to a golf tournament for work (and made it very clear to anyone who saw me that I&#8217;m a triathlete, not a golfer!) and ate seafood, so maybe that&#8217;s the cause.\u00a0 Either way, I&#8217;ve been able to eat and my appetite, albeit somewhat diminished, is still good enough to keep me eating regularly, but I can&#8217;t seem to keep anything within me for long.<\/p>\n<p>But, I digress.\u00a0 This is a speed bump and while it&#8217;s prevented me from training at all this week (literally, not once!), I am not terribly worried since I can recall advice from my first Ironman in 2005 where my then-coach told me not to worry&#8230; that I have all the miles in me already and a few days without training won&#8217;t have any affect.\u00a0 That gives me solace.\u00a0 Roya seems to think that my condition is stress-borne, both from the anticipation of the Ironman and from work.\u00a0 I think it&#8217;s more the latter.\u00a0 I want so badly to perform well, to be on top of everything, to understand things quicker, to be a bigger asset to my boss, to produce good results, to develop good strategy, etc., and I don&#8217;t feel as if I&#8217;m living up to my standards.\u00a0 Sure, I get accolades here and there, but they honestly fall on deaf ears.\u00a0 For that matter, this is a common theme in my life since it has applied to athletics, music, academics, etc.\u00a0 I always seem to fight through it and find some measure of success, at least by my definition, and I have to believe that this will happen again.<\/p>\n<p>For now, I&#8217;m just trying to keep an even keel and get through these last few days.\u00a0 I leave for Hawaii on October 3rd and between now and then, I will compete at the Westchester Olympic Triathlon this Sunday, work all next week, get my bike one final tune-up, go to a couple of social functions (that&#8217;s a true rarity for me), then pack.\u00a0 I&#8217;ve had to order a few things as a rush, including a new helmet following my crash a couple of weeks ago, new cycling shoes following that same crash, new running shoes because the old ones didn&#8217;t feel so great on the longer runs, and some nutritional items.\u00a0 Spending a few bucks on all these things, but that&#8217;s the literal price to pay to participate in this sport.<\/p>\n<p>My awesome coach Christian has prescribed a great race-week program for me that includes a fair amount of course recon, and I intend to follow it to a tee.\u00a0 Roya and I will be staying at a hotel for two nights, then on Wednesday, move to our rented house that we&#8217;ll share with nine other friends who all arrive later that day.\u00a0 It&#8217;s about 4 miles from the central area of the race (what I believe they call the Ironman Village), so it&#8217;s a bit of a walk on race day for all of them to go back and forth, should they choose to do so, but that&#8217;s a detail I&#8217;ll leave to them to work out.\u00a0 Roya has arranged &#8220;Team GG&#8221; t-shirts which is just so amazingly generous.\u00a0 It will be cool to see everyone wearing them on race day.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ll post again on Sunday following the Westchester race.\u00a0 If all goes well, that will be race finish number 87, thus making Kona potentially #88.\u00a0 I am admittedly getting excited about this epic adventure that awaits me.\u00a0 I feel ready physically and honestly, quite happy to get this over with.\u00a0 In a post that I&#8217;ll soon publish, I&#8217;ll talk more about the psychological component herein.\u00a0 That is, there exists a certain motivation that keeps me, and most others, focused on training and racing and a certain personality or character element that Ironman athletes share.\u00a0 Some call it a Type A personality, others believe we&#8217;re OCD, and yet others just believe that it&#8217;s an escape from the empirical stresses of life.\u00a0 I&#8217;m sure there are truths to all such theories, but there&#8217;s a lot more to consider.\u00a0 In fact, there&#8217;s a story to be told here.\u00a0 Assuredly, I&#8217;m asked by people who first hear about this Ironman thing why I choose to do that and if that is my definition of fun.\u00a0 I can quickly and candidly share that it is not fun.\u00a0 It is hard.\u00a0 I don&#8217;t necessarily like hard.\u00a0 I want to relax on the couch and spend all my time there with Roya and our dogs&#8230; 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